Those who look, find; lose.

but i'm wishing for somewhere else, i'm wishing for somewhere else.

maybe you would've been something i'd be good at.



i know no one watches these but it fills up the space and makes me happy.so don't burst my bubble

I made a total anonymous journal.
And you'll never find it. Muahaha.

I love these lyrics because they're so true.
And they always remind me of you.

I was unaware that breakups were possible even when you're not really together.. kinda..

ah, the fun of the so-called 'secret' meaning in nicknames and shit.

oh my god.
This did not just happen. 

I always start this but never end it. 
Or make it private.
Story of my life.

30/11.
I still have one ticket.
Who's with me?
Pretty please? :a:

You're breaking down my walls and I don't like it. 
And you don't like me preventing you from doing so. 

oh, cliché, cliché.
 

I know you feel it too.

I find it fucking amusing when my sister says things like
 'I like you so much better when you're in your room all day.' 
And then my little sister comes in and is like 'Yeah, I wish I had one sister.'
I'm supposed to care about that, but I just don't. I don't know why.
 

it was fucking cute when you let me go and then pulled me in again.

Not much has been going on. Well actually a lot, but I'm tired of talking about it since everyone already asks me 20 times a day about it.
Especially my mom and my sister. Yesterday, in order to get french fries my mom had to read all my text messages.. I think this is the first time everyone is so much in my business.. Wonder what I'll have to sacrifice to order new strings for my guitar.. :/
Other than that, pukkelpop was really awesome. I'm now obliged to go to concerts with Sara and Irene.
So far the dates she sent me:
October, 23rd : Lilly Allen
October, 29th. : White Lies
December, 12th: Daan
I want to go to pet shop boys in December. But according to Irene (she's 47) , they're passé.

I just 'discovered' a new band (An Horse) because i was bored and kept clicking on youtube videos (that's how i find them,shht)
I actually heard about them before but was too lazy to youtube their music.
but they're really good. I just listened to their album and I like all the songs.

but oh my god, you're a handful
and oh my god these hands are so little
oh my god i'm a handful
and oh my god, your hands are so full of me.
-little little little - an horse

Um.. shouldn't I be the one making all the drama and being overemotional?

Today there were little annoying kids at the animal shelter. They could have come straight from an episode of 'the simple life'.
I had to learn them everything and tell them what to do.
Which was fun.. 'til I realized I had to clean up everywhere they went and check everything they did (because half of the time the cats had no food). And everytime they saw a cute kitty or a dog it was like 'omg! i want that kitty! how much does it cost?' And when they cleaned a cage, they were carrying the cats while they were walking around searching for god knows what. The cats were all in quarantine, to make sure they don't get diseases and shit. Good thing they washed their hands everytime they touched one.. not.
I really wished Dominique was there to yell at them and maybe even punch them in the face..

I take my heart out of my chest, I just don't need it anymore. I feel you in my bones.

god, this shit is no more fun.

-I am aware now how everything's gonna be fine
one day, too late, I'm in hell.

I wish I had someone who I could tell everything, anything to. Someone who I can completely, blindly trust.
Everyone always is like 'you can tell anything to me', but I feel like I can't.
Not without feeling like they're going to tell it to someone else or they're going to think things of they'll never say.
A lot of things that happened are only in my head and the person/people that was/were with me, I guess.
It would just be pleasant to talk about it with someone instead of thinking about it alone.
Whatever, this is me thinking alone again.



 

Martijn would go gay for Tom from the editors, because he's cute. He just wants to hug him. He says I don't understand because I am a woman.

yup, so cute...